"Oh what a tangled web we weave..."
So, what should you do when you're kissing one person but missing another? 'Cos boy... do I miss another. And now what? Keep going? Hold your breath, count to ten? The worst part is that, it's not like I miss the guy, I miss the chemistry we had together, that's what I really, truly, deeply miss.
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No, actually, the worst part is that this is the first time I'm not 100% sure of what I should do. Life used to be so much easier back when... back.

Memory's a wonderful thing if you don't have to deal with the past.