No iPod (em loop): "Closer" - NIN - frustração e raiva em níveis máximos. Só o sexo, violento, salva. Cadê aqueles dois amigos de foda que seriam perfeitos para essa noite? Foram viajar. Mais frustração. Preciso conhecer novos homens. Hoje. Essa noite.
Help me, I broke apart my insides
Help me, I’ve got no soul to sell
Help me, the only thing that works for me
Help me, get away from myself

I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed

You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith