Da série "eu amo meu horóscopo, q me manda um recadinho legal no dia em q eu estou péssima": If at first you don't succeed, try, try again. This saying might be trite, but it's also applicable in your case. No matter how many times you've failed in the past, you need to give it one more go and see what happens. You're so close to the finish line, it really would be a shame if you were to quit now. Try to take some of the positive energy that your support team is giving you and apply it to the task at hand. Doing so should give you the advantage you need to pull through this time.
E ele ainda completa na "dica para o fim de semana": This weekend, let your instincts take over. Don't try to define your feelings; just act on them. You were never meant to lead a conventional life.